Being West Indian And African American

Listen, as a Caribbean person this was a tough choice. At the same time deuces curry chicken. I’ll live. Had it been switched out with escovitch fish or salt fish, ackee and dumplings, then I’d be screwed.

I love my culture. It wasn’t until “Fever” by Vybz Kartel played in a taxi that the distinction between being African American and Caribbean became clear. I knew all the words. Possessing not a drop of West Indian ancestry, my African American friends did not. In the United States it’s easy to forget black people aren’t a monolith. Via:_FoodZ0ne_

Black Americans “Virginian Luxuries” 1825

“You’re mixed, Ta-Nehisi,’ Khanata replied, laughing. ‘Look, I understand what Black is in America. I get that you’re Black there, but here you are mixed. That’s how we see most Black Americans.’

Maybe I was seeing my own gospel- the social construction of race- so dispassionately preached back at me. Maybe it was thinking back to Black American friends and all our jokes about DNA tests and who is 100 percent African (none of us) and who is not. And then the humor faded.

Khanata pointed out that in Senegal this ‘mixed’ look is treasured. Black Americans are seen as cool, glamorous, and even beautiful because we are mixed. And many Senegalese women take steps- from straightening hair to lightening skin- to get that ‘Black American/mixed’ look.

And as I sat there with my lost siblings, listening to Khanata, it occurred to me that the ‘mixed’ look they treasure here is itself a marker of the ordeal, an inheritance of the mass rape that shadows those DNA jokes I make with my friends.

-The Message

Artist: Unknown/ EncyclopediaVirginia

The Missing Piece To Cuomo’s Losing

This is the missing piece to Zohran Mamdani beating Andrew Cuomo, who fell out of my favor as I learned his problematic history. June 23rd 2025 I confirmed to Cuomo he wasn’t going to be mayor (read Andrew Cuomo Crossed Me). This is why Mamdani started surging ahead of him last minute. Behind the scenes I saw the above post of Cuomo saying nigga on the radio on June 19th 2025 and saved it. Just days prior to choosing the democratic primary. Andrew Cuomo’s fealty to Israel coupled with his racism was the final straw.

Thus he went from winning for months to flopping last minute, because my mood shapes the political landscape (read PSA: My Mood Dictates Politics).

Y’all gonna learn to respect black people. If you want to say nigga earn it like my ancestors, I’d be more than happy to put you on plantation for a fraction of the time. Giving the full experience: whips slashing your back, selling your children, poor living conditions, rape, breeding, working you to the bone and more. Fair trade. Us reclaiming the word is the generational wealth you’ve otherwise stripped from us. How were Central Park and the projects formed? By taking the homes of black people. Every time we come up it’s stolen from us. How was the African American created? By English men fornicating and raping African women, then changing the laws, so we wouldn’t inherit the wealth owed to us (read Why I Say Play Brown Sugar). We’re entitled to reparations. Not one inbred dirty white has beat me in a debate, because I know my history. Despite the white imagination facts are facts, I’m well educated and speaking the truth. Don’t try me, you’ll get spanked. Via: Pragmatic.Leftism

Updated: 11/6/2025 9:04am

Why I Say Play Brown Sugar

Brown Sugar isn’t a glorification of slavery, or the objectification of black women with connotations of slavery, it is a historical account of how the African hyphen American came to be. Emphasis on the hyphen. Black is black I thought until going to Europe, blanketing the ethnic rainbow of us all.

“They’re going to love you over there, they rarely get to see African Americans.”
“What do you mean? They have black people in Paris…” I questioned and answered, while puzzled. An amalgamation of emotions all at once.
“Yeah Africans.”
Between reading Kindred and my Parisian experience, as if absorbing the former that year prepared me for the latter, I learned the distinction.

Whereas some doubts have arisen whether children got by any Englishman upon a negro woman should be slave or free…’be it therefore enacted and declared by this present Grand Assembly, that all children borne in this country shall be held bond or free only according to the condition of the mother.’ With this decree, the colonists were breaking from English legal precedent, the only precepts they ever known, the ancient order that gave children of black women, the vast majority of whom were enslaved, as their property for life and for ensuing generations. It invited them to impregnate the women themselves if so inclined, the richer it would make them. It converted the black womb into a profit center and drew sharper lines around the subordinate caste, as neither mother nor child could make a claim against an upper-caste man, and no child escaping from a black womb could escape condemnation to the lowest rung. It moved the colonies toward a bipolar hierarchy of whites and nonwhites, and specifically a conjoined caste of whites at one end of the ladder and, at the other end, those deemed black, due to any physical manifestation of African ancestry.”

To be African American means being both the English slave master and the raped African woman. Brown Sugar tells the story of our creation, we are the embodiment of both, the epitome of duality. We are condemned and belittled by Africans for having tainted blood due to European lineage, whilst being told to go back to our country by hateful/ignorant whites. This is our country though, we built it.

“At the end of the day my line can be traced back to a warrior, yours to a slave master,” my African friend told me.
“My ancestry can be traced back beyond the slave master to a warrior too, the only difference is I don’t know where [or who]. Oh that’s right, you helped sell us. You’re part of the problem, why I don’t know my family history,” a venomous response.

Our argument started when I told her to read Homegoing by Yaa Gyasi, a novel that illuminates the split. She felt it was beneath her, believing herself better than me because her line was pure, no white weakness, never a slave. Except we were enslaved, as in forced, kidnapped, tortured. And if you want to talk warrior, we exemplified it. Did we not come here bound and illiterate? Are we not free from the chains that literally shackled us in a strange New World? Did we not make room for you to be in America? Beneath you? We are nothing short of miracles capable of the extraordinary. And look at the art we birthed from our blues, from music to fashion we left nothing untouched. We hyphens are the culture. I could not believe while I saw us as black, she saw me as black and lesser, because being black is to be distinctly African-American, not African. Unless you’re in America, then you’re black by force.

Everyone always tries to put black women down while stealing our aesthetic. Except our beauty was so coveted from the jump, they had to make laws to justify their lust, creating a whole new “race.” Black women aren’t just a swipe left on Tinder. ‘Brown Sugar’, which the majority of listeners believes praises Marsha Hunt and hot black women in general, is a reminder of that. It also limns the significance of black women’s influence in rock n’ roll as muses. Yes, it’s horrific, but it’s accurate and part of our narrative. The Rolling Stones aren’t singing about their ideal world, but the real one, that’s why it makes you uncomfortable. Banning the song from shows is an erasure of history specific to the AFRICAN-AMERICAN experience, our genesis. We get so little respect and do the most. My African friend only solidified my post Paris hyphen awareness.

I was fawned over by white Europeans and side-eyed by Africans who did not embrace me. How could they even tell the difference? Endeavoring to walk in their shoes I saw for the first time the glaring contrast in our complexions and features. I realized how ignorant I was, how American, how brown my skin is with it’s red undertone. This is how they knew. Like it or not hyphens, we are the coalescence of the master and their victims, an epigenetic hot mess. If black Alice in Kindred didn’t save redheaded Rupert, the slave owner, she would’t exist. He too was an ancestor. That’s why I say play Brown Sugar, it’s the story of our roots. Let it make you proud of our strength, as we reconcile being born from both the things we love and hate. Let it move you to action as we dismantle the paradigms of oppression, but don’t rob us of the truth. Via: The 60s Bazaar




Kurt Cobain Diary Entry

Thank you Kurt Cobain for the stark reality. Another art form stolen from black people. Yet the Grammys and MTV tried to bar us. Photo: Retro Journal