“Theo Of Golden” By Allen Levi

An old man named Theo shows up in Golden, unwilling to give his surname or purpose for relocating to the South from New York City. Searching for a good cup of joe, he stumbles upon The Chalice. A coffee shop that adorns its walls with portraits of their guests, done by local artist Asher Glissen. An admirer of the craft, Theo decides to track down the muses and bestow their pictures. Having meaningful heart to hearts with those who show up. His benevolent behavior and life altering conversations creates a ragtag family for him. Theo’s identity remained enshrouded in mystery to the residents and readers alike, until a traumatic event unspools it all.

Complaining about the religious undertones of the novel is idiotic, you clearly missed the point of the story and it shows. At first I was irritated, suspicious even, of Theo’s good guy act. Upon self reflection I realized my reaction had everything to do with my worldview, not his actions. It said everything about my distrust of others based on personal experiences. Removing my trauma from the narrative I shifted my perspective, growing attached to him. If more people behaved as such I wouldn’t’ve been rubbed the wrong way, initially.

At 86 Theo knows he doesn’t have much time left. He’s focused on what matters before exiting this earthly plane. Sage and wealthy, he knows money doesn’t amount to much in the end. The soul is all it comes down to. That’s the meaning of the religious theme. More people need to understand this and act accordingly. There is an afterlife and the material world disintegrates, down to the body, rendering it worthless. Love, time, gratitude, how we make each other feel, are all that matters when it’s said and done. The reader sees how Theo got to this epiphany at the end of the book. High key I cried then wept during the final chapters (the court case, the violent incident, true love- being blessed to feel its power). For that I will not forgive Allen Levi. The elites who don’t understand what awaits them upon dying, and those who claim beliefs their actions don’t align with, need to read this more than anyone. A reminder of the importance of spiritual alignment, it was an honor. Via: Simon & Schuster

Equating Physical Beauty With Virtue

“Along with the idea of romantic love, she was introduced to another- physical beauty. Probably the most destructive ideas in the history of human thought. Both originated in envy, thrived in insecurity, and ended in disillusion. In equating physical beauty with virtue, she stripped her mind, bound it, and collected self-contempt by the heap. She forgot lust and simple caring for.”

-The Bluest Eye

Artist: Ebonic Embrace

“Yellow Wife” By Sadeqa Johnson

Pheby Dolores Brown is the daughter of Master Jacob and his slave, Ruth. Unable to produce an heir, Master Jacob’s wife Miss Delphina takes her anger out on Pheby. Who receives special treatment for being kin. Her late aunt Sally taught her to how read, write, and play piano amongst other things. Credentials that serve her well when she’s sold for helping her lover Essex Henry, escape the plantation. Delphina, forbidden from whipping her, has her taken while Master Jacob is delayed due to an injury on his return home. Specifically instructing she becomes a fancy girl. In response Pheby curses Delphina before boarding the wagon. Use to privileges deemed illegal for other slaves, Pheby remains hopeful that her father will track her down immediately. Keeping his promise to set her free on her 18th birthday and paying for schooling in Massachusetts. Master Jacob never comes.

In a twist of fate Pheby finds herself the yellow wife to jailer Rubin Lapier, who removed her from the auction block upon her refusal to strip naked publicly. Deciding to keep her for himself based on beauty and pedigree. Discovering she’s with child, Pheby finds herself at his mercy, knowing she must protect her baby at all costs.

Based on the true story of Mary Lumpkin, this book deals with themes of: motherhood, colorism, slavery, love, violence, betrayal, gender, loyalty and survival. The protagonist can no longer afford the luxury of planning to escape North, re-prioritizing once her child is born. Proud of her black roots, she fights to maintain her integrity as she helps run a jail that dehumanizes her people. Leaving the reader to grapple with the morality of the time period, what you would and wouldn’t be willing to do for a taste of freedom, for the safety of your kids. An amazing historical fiction. I devoured it. Definitely reading more Sadeqa Johnson books.

*Spoiler Alert*

Did the means meet the ends in the end when Pheby inherits everything? Or was Brenda right to say she was selfish and spit in her? Via: Simon & Schuster

More Than His Black Concubine

“You gave him a daughter white as snow. His allegiance is to you. Sissy is nothing more than his black concubine; all men have one or two. Even though white men do not consider us women fully human, they cannot stop lusting after our flesh.”

-Yellow Wife

Artist: Ebonic Embrace

“Night Owl” Respect The Womb

“God came through a woman’s body. It is time a womb was given the respect it deserves.”
-The Surgeon’s Daughter

Artist: Jesse Jinghan Liu

“The Bluest Eye” By Toni Morrison

A multi-narrative story about the Breedloves, with Pecola Breedlove as the main protagonist. A family characterized for lacking pulchritude, violence and being poverty stricken. Matters are made dire when little Pecola is raped and impregnated, by her drunkard father Cholly. Desperate for an ounce of respite in her miserable life, the abused girl wishes for a pair of blue eyes. Slavery is over, but systemic racism remains alive and well through Jim Crow laws and more. Ensuring African Americans maintain an inferior, low quality life, while whites are put on pedestals of beauty and wealth through unfair advantages. Of course she believes being white adjacent will make her life better, at the time it would. A belief cemented by her mother Pauline, a maid for a well to do family.

Beautifully written, engaging and thought provoking, Toni Morrison deserves all the praise. Themes of incest, rape, racism, violence, pedophilia, religion and addiction keeps this on the banned books list. A satirized depiction pertaining to the generational effects of slavery, on the black diaspora in America. More importantly how vitriolic whites want their victims to live, dehumanizing us to justify their savagery and laziness. A must read, apt during pedophile and racist rapist Donald Trump’s Israeli led administration. Solidifying beauty is power through Pecola’s desire and the treatment of Maureen Peal in contrast (read AI Architects Want Pretty People Privilege). This book is timeless, giving me a clarity that’s left my soul detoxed, wrung out to dry, cleansed. Via: Target

“Bunny” By Mona Awad

Samantha Heather Mackey is an MFA student at a prestigious school. There are four other females in her class, best friends excluding her from their inner circle. Making sharing her writing awkward as they attack her work and praise each another. The tight knit group makes their decisions as a unit, obscuring their unique identities by referring to each other by a singular nickname, Bunny. During their final year after a demitasse party, the Bunnies decide to invite Samatha to girls night. To the chagrin of her best friend Ava, who loathes them. Forcing Samantha to decide if fitting in is worth losing a sure thing.

Dark academia, magic realism, this book is described by many as “Heathers” meets “Frankenstein.” The Bunnies have a very interesting way of exploring their creativity, for the sake of female rage, feminism and the plot. They test Samatha to see if she has what it takes to create a creature of her own and things take quite a turn. Blurring the lines between reality and fantasy this book is weird af. Possibly the strangest book I’ve ever read. Clearly inspired by “The Secret History” it uses a main characters moniker, and tackles how far is too far in the pursuit of knowledge. While the jury’s still out on how this book made me feel or if it’s even good, I have no regrets reading it, because it reminded me that the imagination is a powerful thing. Entire realms can be created, as peculiar as the author wants. Leaving the audience to wonder wtf did I just read? It stimulates. Via: Barnes & Nobles

The Space Between Past & Future

“There are a few times in life where you leap up and the past that you’d been standing on falls away behind you, and the future you mean to land on is not yet in place, and for a moment you’re suspended, knowing nothing and no one, not even yourself.”

-The Dutch House

Via: AolaNow

Listening To Audiobooks Increased Illiteracy

One more time for the people in the fucking back.

Audiobooks do not count as reading!

You might as well be saying watching television counts as reading, because it’s from a script. Or you watched the movie adaption, meaning you read the book for the aforementioned reason (read Fact Of Life: Audiobooks Don’t Count As Reading). Then you wonder why the illiteracy rate has risen, more than half of the population can’t comprehend beyond a sixth grade level. Gee wonder why, could the rise of audiobooks for the first time be a factor? YES!

Reading and listening are TWO DIFFERENT SKILLS, two different verbs, that use two different body parts. Stop being lazy, pick up a fucking book and actually read it. Being illiterate for no reason isn’t cute. Via: Shannasaurus_Rex_Reads