Rewarded Trauma Is Still Trauma

Moderation, balance, mental wellness, are essential for a happy life. That’s why you’re here, to find joy and purpose in the realm of time for soul growth. Please put your being first. I had to learn this lesson too many times the hard way. I was miserable running myself in circles. Which are you guilty of? Pick one to work on and baby step it. Via: Holistically Grace

Bloom The Brightest

Adversity shapes you, builds character and makes you interesting. You are strong and should be proud of that, not ashamed. Keep pushing. Can you think of a hardship that taught you an invaluable lesson? Via: Poets Text

Are You Being Invalidated Emotionally?

Being emotionally invalidated is frustrating. Personally I’ve had to set boundaries with people who do this. I got sick of being understanding and never understood. Some people do it intentionally, feeling inadequate with their own lives, or competitive, rather than be a support you need. Pull back or cut them off for your own wellbeing. Have you been emotionally invalidated? Do you emotionally invalidate others? Why? Creator: Healing Notes

Monsters Deserve Monsters

“She made my cat bleed, I’m going to make her kids bleed! That fucking dog too!!” I screamed on the phone to Melinda. My boss at the time had given me a plant, which I nurtured, feeding her intentions which were sinister. When Nani told me she believed Sue did black magic while in South Africa, “I’m telling you bro, something isn’t right about this place,” real talk I ignored her. I didn’t believe small, white, frumpy Sue, with her unbrushed hair did any of that. Nor did I think my cat Jagger was a familiar, let alone my familiar, as Nani stated numerous times. What I did know is this random restaurant in Gramercy sure did attract a lot of strange events, we also made the most money when negative. Odd, but I didn’t look into it. Until…

“Follia means madness in Italian,” Nani disclosed. This piqued my interest, a name sets an intention, why would you call your restaurant such a thing? I thought back on all the homeless people this place attracted, how she allowed a soiled homeless man to sit at the bar during a busy brunch. One costumer guest vomited inhaling the effluvium of his defecation. We comped her bill and sent her party a round of drinks on the house. My idea. Had I been in her shoes I wouldn’t have paid a cent. These people were spending hundreds of dollars and should not be subjected to this olfactory abuse.

I’ll tell the full story of the supernatural events of that place later. The point of this story is once I discovered she was trying to kill my cat, I got rid of the plant. Out of anger I screamed how I would make her children bleed to one friend and the next day…Nani calls me. She worked the lunch shift and Sue’s kids, Alex and I think Nick is his name, started bleeding randomly within five minutes of each other. Nick cut his finger deeply with a knife and had to get off the floor it was so bad, then Alex’s (even people who don’t judge remarked that her vibe was evil) nose started to bleed randomly. “It was just weird and out of nowhere.” I told her what I told Melinda, I told Melinda what happened. I could sense their fear. I was scared of myself. Just the day before I made that declaration. And while it wasn’t the first time this happened it was the most significant. This is why I try not to get angry. I could no longer deny my abilities, nor could my friends.

Now I’m fearless, for the most part. I don’t want to be a despot, but I’ve been far too kind. The reason I am what I am is because I won’t and don’t abuse my powers, but I will abuse bad people. That being said you guys better run if you’re not in my good graces. Monsters deserve monsters. Please trust me, if you think you’re going to win, you won’t. If you think I’m someone to joke about, don’t. You should of listened. Good luck. P.s: remember homeless people and negative energy, I’ll tell you why it matters spiritually. The latter is why Kanye purposely got those artists he removed off DONDA angry. Via: Lolita Diamond

Six Reasons To Go For It

Stop psyching yourself out and just go for it. Let that be your aim this week, until it’s ingrained in your being. I can’t decide which is my favorite reason, four or six. Which one motivates you the most? Via: Awge Collection

Love Like Jackie Burkhart

Let your self-worth reach parity with Jackie Burkhart’s this weekend. What baby step can you take to come closer to self-love? What nouns (people, places or things) must you add or subtract from your life to get there? Via: Ninetieees

No Pain No Gain

Watching my mom completely depend on my stepdad financially, I never want to be in that position. Having someone have the final say. I wasn’t raised to be a feminist, I grew into one. I was taught to do laundry and the dishes, or how am I going to find a husband. That’s part of the why trusting someone to lead is difficult for me. Everything happens for a reason. Once this lesson is learned and the soul contract closed, I will still be vulnerable, but more assertive in my boundaries. Love is about balance and partnership, not power and control. I’ve seen it growing up and refuse to be a man’s accessory, equal partner, even if we play different roles, is it. I can be bitter, or trust in the universe having a better plan, I choose the latter. Do bad experiences inhibit you from opening yourself up again? How has that worked out? Via: Law Of Void

How I Felt Vs. How He Feels

On my explore page. I didn’t see an old man I saw someone who saved me, someone I thought was beautiful his entire life. Only he can heal his insecurities. After the life he’s lived he’s lucky to be alive, especially when Melanie gave him that heart problem to begin with. I’ve volunteered at senior citizen homes many times. I’ve watched elderly people have difficulties doing simple tasks: bending down, walk, memory loss…things Mick Jagger can do with a full head of hair to boot. Instead of seeing how miraculous he is, he let’s an ageist society and a black magic freak deplete his confidence. It’s sad, but self-love comes from within. Peep the nostril in the last two photos again: grew up poor in Virginia, wasn’t the star ballerina, has no social connections before Mick Jagger (like many who had so much to say about me aha), has no personality, no style, no body and even with Mick she couldn’t get the same attention all the others got, because she failed to be the one thing women are suppose to be, beautiful. This is why her career opportunities were limited, this is why she did what she did. Do you get signs in your life? If not it’s because you’re vibration is low. Via: Miss Thang510