Bringing Your Fears To Fruition

I kept getting tarot cards on my explore page saying the answer is in a book. An avid reader I was like which one? Mind you many of them have referenced Greek Gods & Goddess, swear! I didn’t understand until I took a epsom bath and meditated. That’s when I had my epiphany, fear. In the last series of A Discovery Of Witches trilogy, protagonist Diana Bishop realizes the Goddess Diana (Artemis my baby) told her to let go of something. That’s when she realized it was fear. Fear of her extraordinary power, fear of failing, fear of everything. I didn’t realize how much I let this emotion rule my life, tint my worldview. Even when I have nothing to fear, I worry. Granted after all I’ve been through it’s valid. Still, you manifest your thoughts and it’s important I don’t allow the worst to happen. Part of it is definitely rooted in epigenetics, as a black person, as a woman, from my worry wart mother.
I notice it in the way my body tenses automatically, because emotions and energy are stored in your physical being (release it with yoga).

Even though I closed out my last tumultuous karmic cycle, the abundance showing, I still didn’t trust. In that moment I decided to let it go, down the drain with the soiled water. This is no way to live. My self-doubt, my what if’s, are blocking my happiness, preventing me from seeing, or enjoying all the good rushing in. Are you bringing your fears to fruition? Free yourself, combat this negativity until it’s your frame of mind. Via: Matthew Zaremba

The Super Buck Moon

The biggest super moon of the year has just passed. The Buck moon is affiliated with my baby Artemis, goddess of animals and the hunt, amongst many things. Personally I did a cord cutting ritual (which should only be done on a full moon, or a Sunday), causing me to pass out a solid twelve hours. My candle burned all the way through, while Mick Jagger’s (the cord I cut) did not. I haven’t researched it yet, but instinctively I feel it’s because I’m free from this karmic connection and he’s still stuck on it. When I get the facts I’ll let you know. Our souls were tied from many past lives together, explaining my lifelong obsession. Anyways I feel liberated.

All of the above applies to me right now: I’ve been guzzling water, knocking out, welcoming change, ending shit, releasing this heavy, draining, toxic relationship, realized someone learned how to astral project and comes into my dreams (thank God for this person protecting me, they have a witches mark; I think I might have stayed til I drowned without them) and as for signs LADYBUGS are everywhere. One fell from the ceiling in front of me, one crawled my body at the beach, last night for the first time ever I saw a baby ladybug!!! A BABY! Energies have shifted, can you feel it? How did you full moon? How is it affecting you? Via: Forever Conscious

Now We Ripe The Harvest

Co-creation is applying actions to your prayers, manifestations, etc…by following the guidance of the universe. Now is the time to rest, all the cards tell me so. I’ve done the cooperative part NOW we ripe the harvest!

Letting go is crucial to the process, it’s trusting the universe. If you don’t have that faith, that trust, nothing will happen. All alignments were handled on the last full moon. At first I felt like a failure for all the souls lost in the devil’s collection’s. Those people are from the old world. The one that ends. I save what’s left for the new world order, if you aren’t in that alignment you end with the ways of old. It’s time to celebrate! If you could see into the future the way I do, you would understand. This is the karmic season, that’s how the year finishes out.

Now is the time for me to study, my first divine will be here sooner than later. Artemis incarnated. I will have to teach her many things, her siblings as well. I thought maybe I failed and it would all escape me, this planet slipping into a cataclysmic end. I’m here, because it doesn’t. Pop Quiz: Which black magicians am I speaking of? Via: Tailored Art