The company you keep is crucial. You can look at the characters in a persons life and tell everything about them. If someone is vacuous and vapid, more than likely their friends are too. Quality human beings for the most part stick together, as does low vibrating ones. There are direct correlations between the people you hang with and other areas of your life. You hang out with criminals you’re more likely to commit crimes, because the group dictates the norm. Do the people in your life bring out the best in you? Why or why not? How does it affect other areas of your life (work, social activities, decision making, perspectives…)
There are a plethora of people, due to my drunken moments, who would demand (rightfully so) an apology from me. To the people I’ve soberly done wrong in the past, I’ve made amends. Nothing frees the soul like owning your crap and taking accountability. Even if you’re scared, you can go to sleep at night knowing you did the right thing. Who do you need to say sorry to? Dismantle your ego, it’s blocking your blessings.
Put in the work and true love and joy will abound. It can be scary to evolve, but it’s instrumental to your happiness. Are you taking care of yourself? How? Are you on the path of healing? Why not? Is this the best version of you? Start small, do something for the sake of self care (exercise, meditate, a long bath, journal…).