ADULTHOOD IS A S#!%SHOW
Artist: PositivelyPresent
Five years ago I was in debt, student loan, business loan, taxes owed. Made worse by my former Miss Lily’s employers Genc and Binn Jakupi, stalking and financially abusing me. I didn’t want to live if someone I never had a conversation with controlled my life, crying to my mom I would rather die. Still through my faith in God I kept going, not committing suicide. Knowing everything happens for a reason and the Almighty wouldn’t fail me. This would all make sense, one day, trust.
When I got money during COVID, I thought my tribulations were over, only to get into a relationship with a more powerful, abusive psychopath. Who went from being my hero to someone I’m about to jail. Down-trodden again, but my faith remained. No one is more powerful than the Almighty, in the end I’d be okay, even if I couldn’t see it. Just gotta have faith. Granted the signs along the way, including multiple seers delivering messages of extreme success sans payment helped. Yup free! I kid you not I received two prophecies, in entirely different years (including 2020!), that I’m a divine.
Incredulous was an understatement. Didn’t believe it, had not the slightest inkling what this pertained to, stunned it was told to me once, let alone twice. However I kept it in mind, since I’ve literally always been someone’s karmic justice, which started creeping me out by the 200th incident. I’m talking people doing foul shit on numerous occasions, getting away with it for years. Until they meet me.
Now I’m debt free, getting this wealth, Goddess powers activated, amongst other phenomenal things. Mind you I could’ve fucked over my dim-witted, lazy, shitty business partner, since the $16,000 loan was in her name. She would’ve deserved it, but I would never do that to someone. My point being, no matter how difficult life is, you’ll be fine if you keep going, if you co-create with the Lord. Stay positive, resilient, no matter what, it’ll pay off. That tumultuous ten year cycle, which began and ended with my passport (I’ll explain some other time), taught me lessons I needed to fulfill my purpose. When in doubt use my harrowing experiences as reminder, something amazing could happen. Artist: Positively Present
Make sure you’re with your significant other for the right reasons. Ask yourself these questions before wasting anymore time, yours or theirs. If the latter to each section is what’s popping, it’s time for a change. Go deeper, what void are you trying fill with unrequited love? Via: Positively Present
However you spend your weekend, make sure you do something you enjoy, something for you. Depending on my mood and the moments events I can be either an introvert, or extrovert. I’ve found myself enjoying the former the older I get. Which activities suit your weekend vibe? How you gonna treat yourself? Artist: Positively Present
Stop counting yourself out. Be open to an ending different than you expect, the only constant here is change. Have you resigned to life, under the belief that this is it? Why tho? Via: Positively Present
Yes 2020 has started off bizarre and out of mortal command with the majority of the world forced indoors. It’s been distressing for everyone, especially those who aren’t receiving any sort of income, have no food and a multitude of other issues that have plagued many during this pandemic. Everyone is dealt a different hand during this crisis, which is something to be mindful of when negativity seeps in. Personally this has been a rewarding experience for me, probably because I’m use to riding the sometimes tumultuous waves of life. Everything is probability, things go awry.
It’s easier said than done to remain positive in search of a silver lining.
As humans we need the sun for mental health purposes, we thrive when our skin is kissed by it’s rays. We also need each other, socializing is how we’ve survived, how we outwitted the other homo something’s that lived here once. So feeling out of sorts is natural and normal especially since the nicer months have come to pass. It feels like we went from winter to winter, but it’s important to remember that anything can happen. Just as quickly as this came out of nowhere, leave room for the opposite. That’s the biggest lesson that’s been reaffirmed throughout this experience for me. Expect nothing, but keep an open mind for anything. That can be exciting and nerve wracking, but the quote “we make plans and god laughs” didn’t come from the woodwork. We still have another 7 months for magic and miracles that might exceed what we previously believed possible. What are your expectations for the rest of this year? Now throw them out the window.
https://sainttwenty.com/2020/03/18/relax-you-were-never-in-control/
After reading Jen Sincero’s ‘You Are A Badass…’ I came to this revelation about the types of people I attract.
A lot of past living situations, my roommates who started off normal turned out nuts. Psychopaths, narcissists, like actual textbook and not everyday adjectives. The universe manifest what you give attention to period. So all it picked up was my putting energy into what I didn’t want, therefore I kept bringing it to life. Once I started putting energy into what I want, rather than what I don’t want, the latter disappeared.
Be very mindful of your thoughts, they are what shape your reality and create the world around you. Do you tend to focus on what you want, or what you don’t want? Do you see the correlation in your life (home, work, finances, relationships…)?
The beginning of the week is a chance to start fresh. Be grateful for the little things and keep growing.