Storing It Gets Heavy, Speak Up!

Since childhood I’ve had trouble using my voice if it means protecting others. Even if they were bad to me. I didn’t want to upset anyone, ruin families, friendships, careers. I thought this toxic trait was dismantled, but it’s not. This lesson was necessary, I never put myself first. These people don’t deserve protection, I DO. They don’t give af about my needs, why should I care about their’s? That’s done now. The therapist said stand up to what’s causing this. I’m not ruining their lives, they are, by being predators, racist, bullies, sexist, complicit…I cannot wait until this is over, so I can be alone, go on vacation. Always taking care of someone else, always saving people. People put me on the back burner, because I put me on the back burner.

True colors is what I’ve seen. My objective in therapy is to get over my PTSD, mainly my concern this will happen again. For years now I’ve been trapped, no one should feel this way. No one’s going to steal my joy, replacing it with trauma. May you all burn in hell, but before you go I’ll give you memorable moments. You will all rue the day that you fucked with me, or aligned against me. Good luck. Athena. Are you standing up for yourself, or storing it? Where does it stem from? Artist: Sky Banyes

I Am Not Your Mammy

Mick Jagger told me I’m more powerful than him, and do more for this world than he did. I didn’t believe him. Now I see. That’s before he changed. I’m not anyone’s mammy, or accessory. I’m a goddess and the star. If you don’t want to be exposed don’t racially troll, or bully people, don’t abuse people or align with it. It’s my time to rise in this season of karmic justice, if I show you mercy, you will do my bidding in the future, appearing when I ask, where I ask. May all women, especially black women, feel empowered by breaking the chains of patriarchy. May all people, especially the oppressed, break the chains of the oppressors. Freedom is a human right. What happened to me is unacceptable, I have a disorder due to it. I will hold all parties accountable. There will be no peace in death you are hell bound. I never wanted to be famous, the way people obsess over me scares me. I have no choice, at least I can get security. I give and give and save. Now it’s my time to think about myself, my vacation, my legacy. Now you see what’s to come, where did you align? I’ve given enough time. Times up. Via: VivienLeighLegend

Dear Julia Fox…

Literally shut the fuck up. That’s not the definition of abuse, that’s the definition of racism. You’re abhorrent for diminishing this man’s plight based on power. Power is something you can abuse, but isn’t a qualifier for abuse. You owe him an apology. Stop making erroneous statements. I never comment on her since she already sealed her fate, she couldn’t do the deal I gave her. Bonus points is that Kim K met her attention seeking match, she couldn’t get rid of her. Pretending to be cool, she copied my nonchalance, but the troll account receipts I have say otherwise. Oh to be a goddess and connect to ones energy, Julia Fox was trolling them too. She called Kim a bad co-parent, and it all started with moi, texting that family on one of the many burner numbers they harass me on. I needed proof so I got it.

Since I was the person to make you relevant to Kanye West when I wrote my East Side Middle School Alumni article, I’ll be the one to say it, reel it in. You just called Cara Delevinge thirsty, Azealia Banks don’t like you, you came for Johnny Depp and the Kardashian Jenner West family don’t like you either. You also watched them troll me, which you’ll have to explain publicly when the time comes. You’re burning bridges sis. SIT DOWN, or think before you speak. It’s not cute. MEN NO MATTER HOW MUCH POWER CAN BE ABUSED. Via: Amore Depp_

Things I Send To Melanie Hamrick

As everyone knows Melanie Hamrick has and continues to stalk me. From multiple accounts. Everyday. These are the things I send her. Does it deter her? No. She wants me to like her, she needs my approval. She needs to be cool and beautiful, which she’ll feel with my validation. I don’t do murder, rape, and evil. Sorry not sorry. It’s never going to happen. I will also be posting L’Wren Scott’s nice ass next hers. Point being L’Wren, like me, has one. These are semi nudes I sent to Mick Jagger. He will NEVER receive anything from me again, so enjoy. Just like Julia Fox, my ass is real. Kanye didn’t change her life, I did. Kanye used her as a pawn (read article: East Side Middle School Alumni , I’ve known Julia since she was in second grade) thinking he’d kill two birds with one stone in an attempt to upset both me and Kim Kardashian. Didn’t work. Kim was smart enough to follow my lead, from claiming emotional distress to her response to Julia, too bad they took it too far. I’d reward her.

I will always and forever stand with L’Wren Scott. Dead or alive. Melanie is deformed, desperate, not attractive and a weirdo. Too bad Mick’s toxic family didn’t do the same.

Why Kim, Kanye & Kylie Dress Demonic

Since I’ve revoked the Kardashian Jenner West covens power, after they mistakenly believed they could take mine, they’ve been dressed as the demonic. Openly too. Kim, Kylie and Kanye do it, because it’s their last resort to collecting people’s energy to use as their own. That’s why Kylie was a snake (Satan in the garden of Eden) on Halloween and these two were just demons. Kim and Kanye made demonic appearances again at The Met Gala. Notice people with no talent: Melanie Hamrick, the Kardashian Jenner’s, summon black magic, cause they don’t got it sis. Also notice it’s the richest of the KJW lot who do it.

Kanye West needed a smash, since Drake smashed his wife. Donda was successful, because he used negative energy of the people he took off the album to make it so. Soulja Boy gave him SOO much of his. The demonic, evil spirits and shadow people feed off of negativity, this the reason they do the dumb shit. When I was low vibrational I saw shadow people jutting out the corner of my eye all the time. I also attracted a lot of homeless people, throwing pennies at me, spitting on my pants…I’ll explain this in a post dedicated to Candace, Sara Tam’s niece, later. Kanye also makes fun of the church by pretending to praise God, another demonic sign. When demons attack they leave three scratches, to make fun of the Holy Trinity, this is what his Sunday Services are. Yesterday’s Kanye isn’t today’s Kanye, he hates black people and I think he’s jealous Drake light skin. Now you know negativity, remember homeless people. Via: Planet KKW

The Richest Kardashian Jenners…

Are the ones who abuse glamour magic the most. Draining your talent and energy to amplify power for themselves. They also appropriate the most. There is no marketing genius here folks. Sorry, not sorry to break your hearts. Can you connect more dots? Via: Kylie Edits & KKW Crystal

What Is Glamour Magic?

The biggest abusers of Glamour Magic are the Kardashian Jenner West family, Melanie Hamrick used it in a dark way as well, to force herself on Mick Jagger. The Kardashian Jenner West clan are satanist masked as witches, using these techniques to trance people into a following. They also use it to drain energy of people with real talent (which is magic) and yield their abilities as their own. Kanye West is down with the shit, don’t be fooled. Notice the richest Kardashian Jenner’s are the ones using beauty products the most, Kim & Kylie. This is why I said stop rocking their items, it’s another way for them to use dark magic on people. They aren’t intelligent, or talented, just evil. Now that I’m getting legal it’s time to release the receipts. They do their best work visually, through a television especially. How many connections between the above and the Kardashian Jenner West family can you make business and lifestyle wise? Via: Lilith Of Oz & Witchy Tips

Black Women As Lab Rats

“The doctor, James Marion Sims, would later be heralded as the founding father of gynecology. He came to his discoveries by acquiring enslaved women in Alabama and conducting savage surgeries that often ended in disfigurement or death. He refused to administer anesthesia, saying vaginal surgery on them was ‘not painful enough to justify the trouble’. Instead, he administered morphine only after surgery, noting that it ‘relieves the scalding of the urine,’ and, as Washington writes, ‘weakened the will to resist repeated procedures.’

A Louisiana surgeon perfected the cesarean section by experimenting on the enslaved women he had access to in the 1830’s. Others later learned how to remove ovaries and bladder stones. They performed these slave cabin experiments in search of breakthroughs for their white patients who would one day undergo surgery in hospitals and under available anesthesia.”
How does this passage give you a better understanding of feminism from a black females rappers perspective?
Why does this make Lil Kim iconic?
How does this passage give you a better understanding of the deep seated distrust African Americans have towards the medical industry?

*Bonus: how does this play into why I’m going to drag the Kardashian Jenner West family (as well as Ed Westwick) and affiliates? You guys messed with a smart bitch, I promise you I’m gonna beat your asses in more ways that one. Ima do y’all how Kourtney did Kim. Via: Word Up Official

Look At The Bigger Picture

Let me tell you a little something about life, it will switch up anytime it damn well pleases. Just because something isn’t happening the way you want right now, doesn’t mean you’ve failed. Or better yet you have, which redirected you to your true purpose, or taught you to master the skill. Your life isn’t a loop (for the most part) you’ll progress, go forward.

Last year, as I’ve harped on many occasions I was attacked, profiled and bullied by people I was a fan of. They then got their myopic, stupid, insolent, arrogant, egotistical cohorts to join in. I sat patiently, letting them think they won, because they were looking at the now. I on the other hand look at the grand scheme of things, keeping in mind the future. In the time they were gang ganging, I gathered evidence to expose their nefarious ways, amongst many other surprises.

Never let the now be your forever, life is a series of ever changing moments. That’s why it’s best to be open about what the universe has in store. Trust it, co-create with it, believe in it. You’ll end up better off than you planned, just gotta have faith. And ALWAYS remember when a girl bitch from the Upper East Side says don’t mess with her, don’t do it. We’re not new to this we’re true to this. Do you feel inadequate because of your timeline versus reality? Shift perspectives to the bigger picture and reflect on times past when it didn’t work out, but later you understood why? Via: Seconds Apart

Racist Deal Or No Deal

And now that the proof of a recent “I’m not a racist” redhead has been passed along to the right people, you can see these liars for what they truly are. I love seeing people’s true colors which is why I let lies told about me remain, they worked out for me like a fucking charm. How you treat people who can do nothing for you says everything about your character. I don’t make deals with trash, I take it out. There is no justification for any of the parties involved, not from the ten hour trolling, the lies, the cultural appropriation, the white man’s burden mockery of justice (the duty of white people to help less developed non-whites), children as accessories to access what you are not and will never be and so much more. Why should I care about your careers or family, you didn’t. You saw the unsavory and doubled down on your behavior. Ight bet. Like I said to the people of color in power THEY TOLERATE YOU. AND TO THE PEOPLE WHO THOUGHT OH SHE LIKES ME LET ME SWAY HER I RATHER TAKE YOU OUT TOO IDGAF. All of you are disgusting, entitled, arrogant, immoral and most of all fucking stupid. What a bunch of idiots. And for my non celebrity readers you’ll know soon. And trust I’m MEANER in person, you wanted war you got it. I do forgive you, but accountability is accountability. Can you justify racism and bullying from grown ass people especially when they are public figures? Via: FemeStella