Law Lesson: Get It In Writing

As much as I trusted Mick Jagger in the beginning, I’m not a dumb bitch like the rest of them. While Mick paid my student loan, I owe him nothing. That was a gift he decided to give me. I on the other hand, didn’t want to purchase a home. He coerced me into it, knowing I idolized him. People who say television rots your brain, aren’t watching the right shows. If Judge Judy taught me anything, get money exchanges in writing. Period. This is the only way to differentiate between a loan, where one intends on being paid back and a gift. Unless you have some kind of written communication stating you are to be paid back, you’re legally fucked. Which is why I had Mick email me that this was borrowed money. I’m not finna get cursed out by Judge Judy.

Mick is extremely manipulative and took advantage of my love for him. Using this home as a means to control me financially. He also lied and told people I was blackmailing him. When we first started talking during quarantine, I believed he was gifting me concert tickets. I told him how former employer Genc Jakupi financially abused me and stalked me for years. I never even dated his weirdo ass. He’d still be stalking me if Mick didn’t handle him. However, Genc happened for a reason. All the extra steps of protection I take, that’s helped me, comes from my experience with him.
I ardently expressed to Mick I was going to Paris to write a novel, a well needed vacation. He insisted I could do that after we moved to Illinois. Which is why he got Melanie uggo Hamrick a ghostwriter, to be abusive towards me and why Raggedy Anne lied about him buying her a home. He got me a home.
Now look.
Over an ugly bitch who murdered L’wren Scott, raped you, that you hate, your racist loser family and a mere $22,000, you ruined your life. You’re a joke to me. A coward. A clown. You then victimize yourself on an album, like I have nothing to be upset about. My review of Hackney Diamonds: fuck you. Grow the fuck up. Women aren’t brainless dolts, excluding the ones who spawned with you. Now the only way out for you is L’wren Scott. You really thought I was going to come back to you? You helped an ugly, mentally unstable, rapists, murderer, nobody attempt to incarcerate me after saving your lives. 30 days in jail, two years probation, a criminal record, therapy, a permanent restraining order, that’s what my plea deal was- thanks for the ideas Ratty Patty Melanie. When that didn’t work you set my job up. A FRACTION OF YOUR ABUSE AGAINST ME. You let your dumb kids, that hick Jerry Hall and satanic loser tell you what to do. People who are irrelevant without you, which is what their opinions should have been to you. I was the only one who loved you and didn’t want the fame or attention, like these fame whore losers. You’re a piece of shit and Melanie’s ugly face matches your soul. You got played. Thanks for underestimating me, even after knowing I’m a Goddess. You played checkers, I played chess. Athena . Via: Mick Jagger & Jaquana Cornelius

An Imbalanced Sacral Chakra

Honestly, I have all this stuff I want to post, but I’ve been in a rut. At first I didn’t know how I was feeling, I just knew I felt funny near my naval. An emptiness, a void, a bad feeling. I could tell this was a problem of the energetic body and was able to identify the culprit, an imbalanced sacral chakra.
The sacral chakra is feminine, it’s element is water, it’s in charge of creativity, emotions, relationships, sexuality and intimacy. My ability to create, my energy levels, my feelings of intimacy are fucked up thanks to my ex. Finding out that Mick Jagger was holding me hostage, while vacationing with his new girlfriend added a new level of betrayal. Like he really just wanted to hurt me, when I saved his life and genuinely loved him. He went as far as setting my job up to destroy my finances. It takes a lot to hurt my feelings, but that did it.

I have trust issues, especially after being stalked by Genc Jakupi for half a decade. What hurts is I confided in Mick regarding it all, telling him I didn’t want a relationship. Instead he rushed me, knowing I idolized him. I pushed myself to trust him, worked really hard to open up, took a risk, and he wasn’t worth it. He left me more traumatized and it was just unnecessary. I wanted to part ways amicably, instead he refused to give me what he owed, and tried to incarcerate me. He chose to damage me further, mentally and emotionally, instead of letting us both move on in a respectful manner. After I told him he should find someone who suits him.
He misses me, because I’m a good girlfriend. He let everyone get in his ear, instead of believing in me, and punished me for being a good person. I would never do that. He’s the most toxic boyfriend I’ve ever had. We went from fiancés to divorced, no marriage, but I’m the one wielding a knife on Hackney Diamonds. I know the album and kicking his kids out of the will is his way of making amends, but he left no room for me to ever trust him again, even as a friend. He left no stone unturned in betraying me. There was nothing he wasn’t willing to do to cause me pain. That’s what hurts. I wouldn’t do a fraction of that stuff to him. I didn’t. I saved his racist family after they treated me terribly, to spare him pain. He was my best friend. I lost someone I loved and the person I admired all my life.

Now I have to pop out these divine children, so the world doesn’t end and I don’t even trust anyone. It’s just so much pressure. I don’t even want to try to love again right now. There’s so much ill intent and evil in this world, it’s disgusting.

Today I feel better after doing a sacral cleanse yoga routine. I was able to process my feelings, reaffirming that if someone doesn’t treat me with respect I’m out. Our society has created and enabled toxic masculinity. We really need to reconnect these “men” with their emotions, this behavior is not okay. Mick is a product of his environment. Without thinking too much about it, what does being a man mean to you? What traits and behaviors are qualifiers of being a man? Write it down, look it over, is our view healthy, a safe space for others? Via: Mairi_Design_Studio & Cosmic Ajna

Angry Rolling Stones Release

I’m going to keep this brief, Angry is a song about our relationship. Mick Jagger told me he was writing songs about us. That I’d be happy to hear them. He was right, which annoys me. I love the song. Although the lyrics and illustrations of my stabbing his diamond heart is revisionist history. Much like the lyrics, um I’m angry with you for a million reason including: making me miss Sara Tam’s wedding, letting your kids disrespect me, you taking all my money, you not honoring L’wren Scott– who helped me save your family’s life from ugly, satanist Melanie Hamrick’s attempted murder of your family, using that murder rape baby’s blood to take his fortune, which was repaid by you aiding in a felony against me…I’m actually going to save it for when I annotate the lyrics. You did cause me pain. I adored and genuinely loved him, which was taken for granted. Is he serious about why I’m angry at him? Damn him for the song being good.Via: Rolling Stones Insta